Another Missed Due Date...
I am a mess this week... For those that don't know, I suffered through 3 miscarriages between October 2023 and October 2024. I was 9, 7, and 14 weeks along for these miscarriages. If I had not lost my most recent baby, the end of this week would have been my due date. So, it's safe to say that I am a mess. I am liable to cry at any moment, even though my eyes are exhausted from all the tears. I haven't been able to write much lately because there has been so much going on inside of me that it's hard to get into words. My father also passed away March 2024 and just a few weeks ago my cousin, whom I was very close to growing up, tragically passed away as well. Apparently, this past year and a half have been a season of grieving. It has been a lot of work. I have been attending church every Sunday, reading books, attending Bible Study 3 times a week, and am almost finished listening to the entire Bible for the second time. I've been spending a lot of time out of door...